talk about happy<3

i give up.
nobody's even listening.

worst fucking week of my life.

i was reading some of my old xanga stuff and wow, i really have lost a lot of good friends. i don't know whether high school brings people together or tears them apart, but i guess it doesn't matter because we won't talk our high school friends later in life. i've been sitting on my bed just thinking about everything, & we really were meant to live for so much more. times have changed and so much more is demanded from our generation. we're forced to learn things we aren't suppose to learn until college and on top of that it's so much harder to fit in than it was for our parents. i don't know what's going to happen to the next generation, and i'm sort of scarred for them. i wish people could express themselves without getting into trouble or being judged..thrown into a category until proven innocent. why do we have to prove ourselves anyways? just be who you are and forget what other people have to say about it. in the end it comes down to you and god. AND STOP BEING SELF CONSCIOUS. omg you're beautiful and smart and funny so why do you have to care about what you look like, be happy with who you are. there's my two cents.

for what it's worth, i miss hanging out with ian and aubree and all the people i use to be really close with.
but it's not like anyone reads xanga anymore.

life's good.
summer is amazing.
live it up

update: life sucks!

geometry licks i swear

i'm piled in homework every day and weekend so my social life is completly taken away from me.

IM NEVER DOING DRUGS AGAIN!